Thursday, February 11, 2021

Nigel Paints a Portrait



Drawing Show & Tell Tuesdays

 

The painting was by Nigel
 His brush was fast and quick 
the face was quite distorted
 the nose looked like a dick!


I showed it to my partner
whose eyes said
‘I think he’s down the crick”
I blurted out to Nigel
“Is this a joke or trick?”
 

“Oh no”, he said, wildly laughing
“It’s my crazy brother Rick
He took 12 tabs of acid then 
his mind went click click click

 

Ma said the Devil’s got him
dancing in his bag of tricks
& now he just another
socially misfit prick.”

 
From a dream of 11/03/2020

Drawing/Poem 11/8/2020 & 2/7/2021

©j.m. frase-white 2/9/2021

  

Tuesday, January 12, 2021

Maturity (Epiphany 2021/22)

 


Maturity 

 

My Dream Last Night:

I woke myself, almost shouting:
 “Alex Prue, Shame On You”
Having just pried aforesaid Mr. Prue
Now sitting in a sunlit pool in deep chagrin 
after his impulsive kissing embrace of
our absent teacher-friend
Professor Troy's pixie vixen wife 

(Troy would burst in flames of fury
if he’d been in my place instead)

 Helen, the offended goddess 
blushed hand -over- mouth
 bubbling giggles
eyes twinkling with merriment
at the presumptuous affair

Prue, a pink embarrassed mess
his curly yellow wig-hair disheveled
black moustache twitching as if itching
hardly a reprehensible foe
hardly a sensible joe
head bowed oh, so low
 hands between his knees

 The dream curtained in stages

a bouncing ball of school memories
a mutual delightful reunion
of students old and new
I thought them not so small
(seated at the reading table
not one of us seemed tall)

 Here we taught each other,
 in our own beguiling journey
words are roads that lead the way
we discovered worlds aplenty.

grew into adults, with manners of so fine
 honored by polite demeanors
with bows and cordial shake of hands

 In other parts of our big world
Adults scattered to repair or rescind 
the bombed-brain mess we made
refurbishing broken, slashed walls
glittering shards of broken glass
books spewed upon the floor
disheveled without remorse
repainting graffiti walls that had no Banksy wit
 
A cafeteria explosion with confetti inaccuracy
littered chocolate chips upon the floor
on chairs and benches
across tops of feeding tables
laid once with abundant  food
 
the presumptive behavior of grown ups
lay in tattered lies, voice with pious pride
the natural grace of children
bounced this thought into my head
“maturity is but a myth”
                                                                                            
 Dreamt on Sunday 1/10/2021
Revised Tuesday 1/12/2021 & 2/22/2022

                ©j.m.frase-white

 Illustration:  "Untitled" Graphite drawing by Teresa Celemin 
(happily owned by jmf-w where she hangs above his desk)

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

13th Birthday Dream for Jonny

 A 13th Birthday Dream for Jonny



Higglety-Picklety, bigadee-boo

I met a lion that looked like you

Lying by the backyard fence

It really didn’t make much sense

Not hard to see, I admit it’s true

A gingham coat in rainbow hue

 bright and sassy, mornin’ news!

With golden hair and fancy shoes

Pigglety-pup and figgelty fig

Memmbe he is wearin’  a wig

Biggity pump and pickelty-poo

He even smelled a bit like you

 

You must think I’m lying now

But do believe it anyhow

He asked for you by yer name

Said he wants to be just the same

Biddly bum and tigger too

I swear he really looked like you

Surely He’s a dandy lion

For all his cryin’ and his sighin’

There is just no denying

Why he acts just like you

Trickster master of disguise

He’d even got your bright brown eyes

  

Fiddly fum and bounce and boo!

What am I ever, ever to do?

In a mirror straight and tall

I’m such a silly monkey-poo is all

Well pee my pants is what I’ll do

Why, Lord in heaven, it is YOU!

  ©j.m.frase-white 2021

Happy Birthday Jonny!

Love,

Grandpa Jim

Sunday, July 28, 2019

Poem From & to An Kim 1977




A Poem from An Kim & A Poem for An Kim,  circa 1977

epistle to st. james

the largo from xerxes I
has been performed
again, admirably, by symphony
where are those ducks?

water ducklings meet
themselves crossing
a john hancock sky

don’t let yr heart
crouched close to the liver
(as we know) lose heart.

don’t forget you are made
a little lower than
angels

not my words, kid
but the movies
bought the book.

and probable.  don’t forget the ducks
wh had no babies
this summer anywhere in the green.

remember the park.
remember the largo caught
on the time zone radio

before your next final
exam.  you have to do
something else now.

keep both oars
in the water.  hate your fingers
for a few months.
and adore your hands.
                                                                             --An Kim


Poem of the Waxing Summer
                 
                                for An Kim

We speak of nacre nights
w/moon no higher than the nape of the neck
the city imposed upon herself
violent water in closed jar

the outer  hovelling of fire
warmth positing herself
complete, upon a shelf
a gold & blue globe

                                                I am a bellows
full with blowing
winds that ne'er crept across the floor
to flute the child’s naked brown lashes

the busting of vessels
& the clothing of hawks
the shatter of her laugh
against wood aimlessly light

the sky pale & taunt
moves a blue persimmon.
                                                                jmf-w  30 mar 77


Thursday, July 25, 2019

No Longer Here

"No!" watercolor j.m.frase-white 1973



No Longer Here

Grief festers
Bites at moments unexpected
Aches on the breeze
on a day without wind
Befuddles, rides
on the back
a rodeo of pain,
 longing
                                            Lost

Memory dances
on a day with a gentle airs
Kissing of their presence
their aura fills the room
music of the mind
of the heart
inside closed eyes

Grief is the dream of
mortal wishes for eternity
loss, with hope on the edge
waves rippling on the shore
of consciousness

(With thoughts of John Robert Peters, Jr.
And so many more, this hot stilted July Sunday, the 21st  in 2019 )

 "Farewell"  watercolor, j.m. frase-white 1973

Sunday, July 21, 2019

Not Yellow Brick

A poem, left behind, from last year, a little Sunday School prayer

Mary Cassatt  The Boating Party


Paving the Way

The admonition echoed
in footsteps leading astray
walking through the hell of segregated piety
of the garden, picking  grapes with god
the forbidden fruit just that
needed and heartfelt

Another mother, casting anchor close to home
Assailed her darling doting daughter
With a wind of words, a chanty
“I don’t want to take the wind out of your sails.”

Oh, Hades road was paved
with bloods and colors not like ours
from faraway lands, exotic
or local, convenient right next door
Not hidden in the deep dark woods,
a witch, a wolf
to seduce our basket of goodies

All you/we needed was a nudge,
A hug, affection strong
A simple “I love you”
Admonition seized the day
The devil of the lord
Keeping your angel far, far away

9/5/18, revised 7/20/2019 ©James M. Frase White

Friday, June 21, 2019

Intangibles

A note flies on my wall, a reminder daily.  It was written by my friend, the poet Ann Kim, after she had caught a feather floating down the stairwell, as she walked the five flights up to my South Russell Street apartment.  In my studio I was at the easel, working on this painting.  Entering, Ann quipped, holding the feather, "Did your model just leave?"

St. Russell St. Angel, circa 1974

The note sent a few days later & typed below:

Dear James,
     The intangibles, the tangibles
 are not separate things but
manifestations of the same light.

     Friendship is why the angels,
who have no bodies or earthly
goals continue to concern
themselves with us.
                       Love,
                                Ann

I'd had a dream this morning of two artists vying for attention, one was a seagull upon a sandy shore, the other a vulture, with its graceful wingspan soaring high above the sand, looking, searching.  I'm presently working on a 2 party exhibit, and it seems there is a communication going on (both are positive, read not ire into the revelry).  Here us the influential wall to my right as I lie in bed:

On that note, Sing, Sing, Sing the international day of Song & Our Summer in the Northern Hemisphere begins today!