Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Found Today, a fertile song of memory

A Birthday Tree for Jessica, 2021, Papercut/watercolor
 

Museum Road Memories

Boston Back Bay (1976-78)

 

The park where I was mugged

how many times?

attacked physically,

and by gun(s), by knife,

 the shock, the aftershock

a metallic  taste of fear

 

Assaulted also by dazzle

the Caribbean carnival

with rides whirling, merry-go-rounding

centrifugal force causing laughter,

astonished fear

acrobatic humor, twirling bodies round and round

music bouncing, dancing

exotic fragrant food odors

 

Seduced by the sweet flowers

in the summer victory gardens

where i found my first Boston lover

intoxicated by my walk, my humor

later, worshipped in an exotic apartment bed

overlooking the sterile holiness of

Mary Baker Eddy’s home church dome

 

I recall each incident with such clarity

The rush of fear, the color of an iris,

the path of the duck

ripples of the muskrat paddling across the rivulet

the walk to Isabella’s mansion, the MFA


And that beautiful early, early summer morning

the city quiet, asleep, in dreams

the bird singing by the green river

in the shadowing glow of dawn

walking from my apartment

down the macadam to the Fens

past the Museum School

crossing to the dawning  greenbelt

to hear the voice of astonishing beauty

cancelling all violence, fear, loathing

into the beauty of survival

of life eternal, within me and with out

on the muddy riverbank of eternity . . .                                                                                                                                                    6/30/2021 

©J. M. Frase-White 8/23/22

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